Tuesday, February 23, 2010
i'll vomit illusions
break the circle over again
please come into me
i want to scream you out
(la vez número mil
"sing with me"
significará algo diferente?)
if love is the only truth we live by then i think i'm not real
feel me,
feel me,
feel me
all i want to do is stay right next to you
while i turn into a ghost
"who am i going to be?"
you are but a shadow of my dreams
sometimes i just can't stay awake
and sometimes my body can't rest
it's all frozen and quiet
i'm here but i can't breathe
there's nothing in me
no blood no bones no skin
but i'm here
could i come back and start building my body
could i come back and build my soul
my eyes
could i come back and get to you
or decide that i don't need it at all
if love is the only truth we live by, well then i think
i can never die
swim with me
sink with me
right when i start making sense
that's when i feel more lost
(where is the line
between finding yourself and losing yourself
where is the line
between building yourself and destroying
everything you were)
you are but a shadow of my dreams
and i'll become a shadow too
i am the smoke and the ashes
"another part of me must die"
be forgotten
i ended so many lives
i've died a thousand times
but so much comes out of my mouth it's burning me empty
please come back into me
that way i think i could never die
i want to scream you out
so you become my voice
my breath
my death
and my fire
i said too much and i've lied again
my heart can't feel me
i try to reach you but my hands only meet the glass
that separates you from who you really are
it's gone again, everything but my conscience
no blood no lungs no heart
the room is shaking
it doesn't break me
i am forever alive
i think i couldn't die if i tried
you're the rain i see through my window
i'm the smoke,
i've left long ago.