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hold me
i need to let go of this
for a little while
i'll close my eyes, hope that's okay
i might tremble, slightly
while i get used to the warmth in your hands

tell me it's okay to feel tired
is there a lot i can give to you
if... if there's fire in my soul but i'm this weak?
sometimes it feels i can't be there for myself
but i can be there for you

but then i remember
i am here, it's just
i can't be like them
is there still
something i can give you if
i have nothing of me
to show

tell me it's okay to be wrong
to lose against yourself sometimes

hold me, i need to stop trying
for a little while

how hard it is to explain
i don't want to feel this much,
i don't want to think this much

i want to be like you but it's too late

tell me it's okay to be angry
it's in my nature
i make mistakes, i regret things
it's okay
but i would regret less if i knew
it's okay

help me breathe
while i let go of this
for a little while