[14 04 12]

—No me había dado cuenta —le dijo Nox al abismo— de que siempre que vengo es de noche.
Estaba sentada en el borde. Tenía puesto un vestido que le dejaba la espalda desnuda, salvo por la cinta que, entrelazándose, lo ataba. Las cicatrices casi brillaban con la luz de la luna.
—A algunas no puedo tocarlas.

"si no puedo aprender, olvidaré".

la sombra de Sombra en mis ojos
yo nunca te conocí
pero sólo a ti

y ahora voy a cubrir las paredes de espejos


then he woke up with a silent scream
thought of you and everyone else
but only you
could get it right

so i woke up and my dream wasn't a dream
but it won't last
'cause only you
could still come back

i'll write you a letter and bury it deep
i'll write you a song i'll play it only for me
'cause only you
could still figure me out
and make me forget
that i forgot how to speak

we can never forget how it all began.
no matter what we say, this will never end.


"no creo que lo recuerdes, entonces olvidaré".

mis labios no quieren decir la otra mitad,
está escrito en la sombra de Sombra y tantos más

y si cierro mis ojos
nunca me encontrarás.

"did you miss me?", she said, staring into the abyss.
standing on the edge.
i'd almost forgotten the scars on my feet.

the city is not that far.
i can hear the noise. the screaming.

maybe i need to make some of my own.
back home.




keep your eyes open.

how much, how many times.
more, less, in and out.
sometimes never all the time.


[19 03 09]

please come back, nox whispered.

of course they wouldn't listen.




spinning. again.
she hit herself against the floor.


embrace the void.
embrace the empty.

-


when i am gone i'll leave no bones, no dust, no death, no love, no home;
just emptiness,
and all of this
is nothing nothing nothing-

inside the house is probably colder than outside,

we're staring at each other
through the window.