Thursday, December 11, 2014


my mood changes so quickly because I have dreams and I have hope and I also have memories, all kinds of dreams and memories------ and I have music and sometimes I even have faith
doors open but they close again
i make plans and i keep moving because it's the only thing i know, move on, move on------- sometimes i feel lifted by something, i see the beauty while i walk in the street, i see the beauty in someone's skin
and sometimes i get locked up in a place that is too familiar but it also changed
i once said there's no confort in the dark and yes --- that's how that place is now
i keep writing to no one, i keep asking where everyone that inspires me is, i keep trying to inspire someone------ i try not to get lost in how fake everything is, i try to see the good side
and i can see the beauty in the city
but i can also see the dark
and i can see the beauty in their skin and sometimes in their words
but i can't see deep into their eyes
i recognise all that i've seen a million times
sometimes i feel like i know everyone