a terrible love song, you sang it so sweet.


it happened so fast i can't even remember the feeling.

sweaty and sleepy,
like every other time.
i don't know what it was,

i can see right through your eyes,
inside and outside

and now that we are the same,
everything's got to change.


"i'm sorry i'm not what you need,
i'm sorry i'm not what i need to be".

somewhere between the lines
of the letters we wrote
and too much talking on the phone
somewhere between the times i run into you
and "i don't believe in coincidences",
we got caught up
and i locked every door.

"never", like the coldest wind.
like the haunting nightmare.

we fear to be free.

"never", but was it a lie?
things are not what you expect them to be.

the smoke, the lights off
we share something deeper tonight.

"i can never let you go".

but i don't even remember the feeling.
just one word.


right now i feel like i've gone two years back.
it's all here again.
if this is it then i don't want to grow up.
because right now i feel like the most important part
of everything i am
has left me.

the worst part is i need you more than anything.

i remember every word you said.
how i couldn't get you at all
but still wanted to know.
i remember trying to change you.
well look at us now,
i'd never thought we'd end up like this.


the scenery changes
all the time.
but we both need something to hold on to.

i never thought it'd break us apart,
but i never thought we'd depend on it
as something else than love.

the meaning changes
all the time.
i can see right through your eyes.
"more than anyone", you said.
more than anything in the world.

and yet there's so much more.