...no story ever told
could say anything i haven't heard before.

do i need a change or is all of this just a lie?

i'm not playing along anymore.
still listening.
still breaking down and making things up.
still watching you go blind everytime.



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[07 11 08]

did you turn the music off already?
i'd rather keep quiet laying on the floor.

really it's all about how you do what you want
and how you let them know what you want.
it's really about nothing else
than trying to find some balance between the way it's alright for you
and the way you don't feel alone.


there are always songs and mirrors
and homes and roads.

contradiction, and then it's not.

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in time i only get bored.
i only find better ways to avoid what i need.

find a better word as i forget how to speak.